Thank you all for your support of yesterday’s whine!! I feel a lot better just having said it all, and actually woke up this morning with renewed determination to write Cobault. I’ve now re-read all that I had written and re-written previously, editing and notating as I went.
Now I’m trying to do at least a little bit of advance planning for the rest of the action, since I realise that one of the harder things to do as an amateur writer is to handle the passage of time. In an effort to not write an endless litany of every character’s movements in tedious minutia, I’m outlining the essential events and I can fill in more detail later if need be.
To address the main part of my whine, however, I’ve decided to do some research. There’s an important central event I still need to rewrite so I’m trying to find some literature, particularly of the time of Wollstonecraft to tie into the feminist ideas I’ve already used, that deal with similar themes. This way I can trick my subconscious into making some interesting parallels that my conscious mind wouldn’t have thought of!
So all this bodes well, generally. I’m sure I’ll continue to have periodic wobbles of Blah from time to time, but that’s just how it is. You can’t be creative, and thus exposing your most private thoughts, hopes and dreams to all and sundry, without a bit of self-doubt from time to time.
And thank you in advance to anyone who talks me down in any of these future moments of doubt and woe! You’re the best!!
I think I will intersperse different kinds of posts from time to time, however, to break up what kind of writing I do. Maybe this way I can keep myself from getting too bogged down and depressed about feeling like a current project is getting stalled. I can have breaks and come back to it refreshed. I’ll take your advice to heart, Ali, and perhaps do some some literary reviews and Odes to Inanimate Objects.
I’m starting right now, with:
Ode to the Bunch of Grapes I Bought Today
Juicy Orbs, your skin conceals
To burst forth with succulence.
Why then, I ask, do you seek
To hurt me so? Hiding demon
Seeds which choke and anger me.
Devil’s own fruit! I love you so,
Except for those vile attributes.
Why must you possess them?
When I purchased you from
the store your packaging proclaimed:
Seedless! What lies!